Friday, December 02, 2005
9:05 PM

Today, the 2nd of december, totally redefines the meaning of the term a tiring day, i kid you not X3 Had wushu in the morning, and was late again, as usual =p And then i had to rush off to church for the long-awaited (yeah right! XD) music ministry games day.
And never had I walked so much in a single period of time, from hougang to kovan, and plenty inbetween too, and emerged a pround member of the last placed team, yay! :D
Still got alot of church work to keep me busy though. The poster for the christmas pagaent's due sunday, and i still have yet to complete the blog showcasing photos from the children's mission's telematch, ah, fond memories they bring back.
...other than that I'm just totally tired now, hence the short entry.
Peace

Wednesday, November 30, 2005
9:08 PM

Finally decided to start updating my blog again, hopefully regularly this time though, it's not that i have an adventure everyday to talk about anyway.
Finally got my bass guitar last week, and lol practicing on that thing is fun, as evident by my blisterey fingers X3
Not much news on the other fronts, helping on in the Canossian home on mondays as usual, with more than one event i wish not to relive, and it's the ususal 3 wushu days and 2 tkd days a week deal, that and me going to the gym with some friends 2 or 3 times a week, beats staying at home stoning lol.
Peace out, and here's to the upcoming regular updates (hopefully! XD)

Sunday, October 16, 2005
11:29 PM

Back from a mondo hectic day, a hectic and rainy one, fricking rained the whole day >.< you =")" style="font-style: italic;">acting on the children's thanksgiving mass, hah, I guess that's some test alright. I'm kind of looking forward to it actually, it's gonna be fun having the opportunity to actually be in the dramas once again, brings back many a memory of my primary days.
After that I went to the nearby coffeeshop with teh Solomon, we were wating for the rain to stop (which continued for the whole day, damn nature >.<), but I got hungry and decided to eat, like last week, and the week before, it's sort of becoming a ritual now. Went to Douby Gauht thereafter, twas selling off an old xbox game, easy money ^^ Was walking around before that, and lo and behold! I see Davis out of nowhere, such a small world it is. He inivited me to go to the church for abit, which i wanted to, but I waited downstairs because he wasn't answering his phone afterwards and saw alot of familiar faces while i was there, hah, but i bet they didn't regonise me. It's been what, like 4 months ever since I last went there anyways. Then; while still downstairs, i saw Fedora (one of my very few DeviantArt friends, yeah, shows how unpoplular I am x.x) Anyways it had been such a long time, so I was still standing there, with the phone in my ear, still trying to contact Davis, just, standing there, looking stoned. I dunno why I didn't say hi, perhaps it's because she didn't, gah, regardless i still felt stupid x.x You want an awkard moment, there's one right there >.<>

Saturday, October 01, 2005
8:20 PM

Finally back after god knows how long, just before the exams too, what an apt time >_> Still not feeling too well, can't believe i went through school, remedial and walking back from school all while twas dead sick x.x Slept stright through til about 7:30pm, then went for the church christmas meeting, while still dizzy, sooner than you know it went away, ah the maricles of god (laughs) I'm thinking of doing a sort of a mechnical wing for the chirstmas thingy, and don't ask me how >.< Just gonna try to make it the best it can be, after all it's christmas, it commands your devotion. Not gaining any rest thanks to the looming aura of the coming exams, being in the pure science class is bad enough! Now i got to be sick at this time :'( Gonna try to head for top 5% like i did during the midyears, oh yeah, not for the sense of achievement, it's all about the moeny silly X3

Monday, August 15, 2005
10:00 PM

The absense of posts is due solely to school and school-related work. Yup, you know how it's like >.> Today is one of those rare days where there is no homework to be done; one where I should be revising anyway but am not because I want to enjoy that elusive moment of freedom.
Once again, Monday brings the sole want for the school week to be over, nothing to look forward to this week.

Monday, August 01, 2005
9:50 PM

And so another moday is over yet again, joyious celebration! The bane of happinessis gone, and yet, another 4 of the exact same days before freedom once again.
Finally got my place in this saturday's Hougang Mall Heritage wushu performance (yes, it was only a matter of time =) ), and after numerous school performances, the interschool competetion and that certian one in the national indoor stadium, the pressure has gone down, slightly.
All that I'm looking forward to now is the national day holidays, 2 and a half days, plus the weekend, everything I could wish for now.

Friday, July 29, 2005
12:24 AM

It sure has been a helluva busy school week, ladened with projects, tests and the works, thank goodness it's all coming to an end. Just one more friday to go. And the weekends will come and go, just like all other 1,560 weekends of my life. Nothing much to get excited about.
I have been drifting though my days, each feeling exactly the same, trying to break out of the constants to find something to hold on to. But now I realize that I place too much hope of happiness on something that doesn't even exist, that if I am not content now, nothing external will give me the content I seek. I have been living like this and I'm not dead yet, that proves something. What is left now is to find peace, the good things will follow. The feelings teens my age feel nowadays are overrated, they want something, fast, now, sometimes even persuing it for too long, even when the hope is gone. What's the best way to stay relatively sane? Keep rooted to the ground.