Friday, July 29, 2005
12:24 AM

It sure has been a helluva busy school week, ladened with projects, tests and the works, thank goodness it's all coming to an end. Just one more friday to go. And the weekends will come and go, just like all other 1,560 weekends of my life. Nothing much to get excited about.
I have been drifting though my days, each feeling exactly the same, trying to break out of the constants to find something to hold on to. But now I realize that I place too much hope of happiness on something that doesn't even exist, that if I am not content now, nothing external will give me the content I seek. I have been living like this and I'm not dead yet, that proves something. What is left now is to find peace, the good things will follow. The feelings teens my age feel nowadays are overrated, they want something, fast, now, sometimes even persuing it for too long, even when the hope is gone. What's the best way to stay relatively sane? Keep rooted to the ground.

Friday, July 22, 2005
8:41 PM

Another day back from school, least the lessons. We celebrated Racial harmony day in school today, in the 'usual montfort way,' the way we had it for many a time. It's is basically a carnival with the different stores managed by different classes using coupons for payments. Proceeds would go to... some charity or underprivilaged people or whatever, you get the point.
Weekends are going to be absolutly killer. Well, the whole of saturday's booked with this wushu performance in the national indoor stadium, so you'd guess it'll be big, and nervewreaking, i might reckon. Add long to that list, with it being from 10am to 10pm >.> And a local CC TKD demonstration on Sunday, right after church.
As tiring as they may be, I wouldn't want the weekends to end. I dread monday blues like the plague.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005
8:28 PM

And so another seemingly normal day passes, well, most of it. It is days like this I dread, sitting in the (dis)comfort of my home, rotting, eventless. It's too bad these days make up a majority of my life. Oh well, the night will pass soon enough.
Today seemed pretty rushed, i kinda miss Thailand, i went there during the last weekend, see, and now it's back to the hectic school life once again. The class tests are begining to come again, woe is me, another salvo of pain, at least there are no more project works, well, for now. The teams i pick, or get stuck with, with me being as blunt as possible, kinda suck. XD
I just want to get the day over with and begin a "new" day tomorrow.